Monday, November 12, 2012

hi i guess

today i was about to fall asleep with my cat (after school nap-much needed) and i said outloud "i'm so tired...and inspired!" so that's how i found my blog title. i've never ever been good at titling things so i'm very happy with myself!

today i was looking at daylessday's flickr stream and was completely in awe. i've seen his work before, but coming back to it now made me even more thrilled. you know that feeling when you come back to something after a while of not looking at it. i particularly liked these photos:
(disclaimer, they are NOT mine!!!!)



(ALL credit goes to alex mazurov)

i guess i just really like this girl's face, and it really popped out in my recent uploads on flickr today. i love the filmy wintery tones in his photos and they just pull me into this other world, where everything is okay and elliott smith is still living (moment of silence please)

i've been anticipating winter for so long now, actually since the spring when everything turned green and slimy and i didn't like it. last winter was so good, even though my work was not where i wanted it to be and i struggled a lot. i still do struggle, but in a different way. this fall has just seemed too sunny, sun depresses me and i need cloudy weather sometimes. i don't know.

i just narrow it down to this: when i'm walking in the summer, i'm hot and tired and the sun is in my eyes and i mostly want to sleep. no one is around and summer is lonely for me. when i'm walking in the winter, everything seems so crisp and clean and especially when the sun has gone down or it's just a cloudy day, everything seems so beautiful and i can relate to so many happy times. i walk almost everywhere because i don't have a car, i crashed it as of august 5th 2011 and i've been fine without it. cars are scary anyways. and on that note, i am off to go to bed. i have to get up to go to school tomorrow which is annoying, thankyou for reading my first post!
xoxox,
franey

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